Wednesday, November 28, 2007



One of the precious gems of our live. Elightened our days ever always.
Every act we take is preceded by a thought that inspires that act. And when I quit thinking, I losed the motivation to act. I eventually slipped into pessimism (not being optimistic), and it leads to even less thinking...and so it goes downward spiraling into negativity and passivity of thoughts, feeding on itself like cancer!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007



I have demonized problems to such a degree that they are like monsters that live under my bed. And by not solving them during the day, I tremble over them at night...

Saturday, November 24, 2007


Life is NOW! Life is not later on. And the more I hypnotize myself into thinking I have all the time in the world to do what I want to do, the more I sleepwalk past life's finest opportinities.

Thursday, November 22, 2007



The feeling of "no one is coming" to help me was somehow terrifying to accept. The idea that no one was going to rescue me from my circumstances is an idea that I might never accepted! That idea sounded cruel to the fullest! Could I be more happier if I accepted this as my independence and self responsibility above dependency on someone else.


I used to believe that I could RUN from all my frightening thoughts and beliefs about myself. But all that ever did was create deeper internal fears and conflicts. What I really need is to get all my fears into the sunshine and demystify them. Once I m able to do that, I should be able to dismantle those fears, as a bomb squad dismantles a bomb. oh GOD ALMIGHTY Help me......

Wednesday, November 21, 2007


This is 'BARRY'. He was not in a good mood today and showed his 'no-nonsense' attiude.
This is 'JENNY'. She kind of played 'hard to get' today! I eventually caught up with her sipping her juicy meal. GOTCHA!!!!
JENNY was doing very small job in this world yet very crucial to the survival of our planet. Just like in the 'BEE MOVIE'.
After a stressfull half day in the office, I had my therapy a bit just now by taking this picture of a butterfly named 'JAMES' roaming around my garden. Following him around my garden proved to be an aerobic exercise which I really need. He stopped and allowed to take his picture...he he he see you later JAMES!


The LOVE of my live...she had saved my 'LIFE' countless time. Going thru half the journey of life with her in this world made me realise how fortunate I m to have her.
Feeling of sensitivity grows along with time or my age probably due to hormone changes in my body.