Saturday, December 15, 2007



How the cobra was killed!


A black spitting cobra paid a visit to our house yesterday morning. It was slithering in our drain when I managed to grab a casting net and caught it by surprise. I called 995 for help and minutes later they came with their tools. For the sake of safety, the cobra had to be killed.

Equatorial Spitting Cobras are a front-fanged, venomous species which should be avoided. Though not aggressive in nature, these snakes can accurately spit a powerful neurotoxic venom into the eyes which can cause temporary blindness. The bite, however, can be fatal.
There are two colour phases: a yellow form commonly found in Thailand, and a black form found in Peninsular Malaysia, Singapore and Brunei.
This is a common species in older, more wooded residential areas of towns and cities in many parts of Southeast Asia, including Brunei. It preys on rats and frogs, and is active day and night.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Hurting or be hurt is unevitable fact of life. When mistakes committed, it will haunt us for the rest of our life or it will haunt us at least expected of time. Remembering how we hurt somebody offer some consolation when we are being hurt! Life can be fair at time or unfair at some other time.

Thursday, December 6, 2007


Ms 'Pest' is doing what she is suppose to do, sacrifices need to be done for life to continue.
Mr 'Pest Controller' is not doing his job or is he doing the 'right' thing leaving thing the way they are suppose to do...

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Spontaneity - does it work??

Tuesday, December 4, 2007



moon over our house!

Monday, December 3, 2007



Flower of 'Cangkok Manis' as sweet as it taste


Hidden beauty! what we see almost everyday yet neglected...what seems to be 'low life' stuff yet contain untold beauty and strength! Source of our life partly come from it as a 'gulaian cangkok manis'

Wednesday, November 28, 2007



One of the precious gems of our live. Elightened our days ever always.
Every act we take is preceded by a thought that inspires that act. And when I quit thinking, I losed the motivation to act. I eventually slipped into pessimism (not being optimistic), and it leads to even less thinking...and so it goes downward spiraling into negativity and passivity of thoughts, feeding on itself like cancer!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007



I have demonized problems to such a degree that they are like monsters that live under my bed. And by not solving them during the day, I tremble over them at night...

Saturday, November 24, 2007


Life is NOW! Life is not later on. And the more I hypnotize myself into thinking I have all the time in the world to do what I want to do, the more I sleepwalk past life's finest opportinities.

Thursday, November 22, 2007



The feeling of "no one is coming" to help me was somehow terrifying to accept. The idea that no one was going to rescue me from my circumstances is an idea that I might never accepted! That idea sounded cruel to the fullest! Could I be more happier if I accepted this as my independence and self responsibility above dependency on someone else.


I used to believe that I could RUN from all my frightening thoughts and beliefs about myself. But all that ever did was create deeper internal fears and conflicts. What I really need is to get all my fears into the sunshine and demystify them. Once I m able to do that, I should be able to dismantle those fears, as a bomb squad dismantles a bomb. oh GOD ALMIGHTY Help me......

Wednesday, November 21, 2007


This is 'BARRY'. He was not in a good mood today and showed his 'no-nonsense' attiude.
This is 'JENNY'. She kind of played 'hard to get' today! I eventually caught up with her sipping her juicy meal. GOTCHA!!!!
JENNY was doing very small job in this world yet very crucial to the survival of our planet. Just like in the 'BEE MOVIE'.
After a stressfull half day in the office, I had my therapy a bit just now by taking this picture of a butterfly named 'JAMES' roaming around my garden. Following him around my garden proved to be an aerobic exercise which I really need. He stopped and allowed to take his picture...he he he see you later JAMES!


The LOVE of my live...she had saved my 'LIFE' countless time. Going thru half the journey of life with her in this world made me realise how fortunate I m to have her.
Feeling of sensitivity grows along with time or my age probably due to hormone changes in my body.